My friend devin was killed a year ago today. In a motorcycle accident. And I'm still having an awful time with it I miss him tons. He was a my go to guy he was alway there if I needed him. My shoulder to cry on anything any time. Is it even normal to feel this bad even after a year??? He was the one who got me into for quads and riding in sand dunes. Four wheeling is a huge part of my life half the people i know are because of Devin. I'm just lost I don't know how to deal with it.

Plus i lost my job today as well my day can't get worse it seems* knocks on wood*

shannon

I lost my very very dear friend in January of 2001. I deal with it everyday. I just got a tattoo in remembrance of her as well. I don't think you will ever get over your loss. It's very hard. All I can say is remember your good times with him, cheesy and over used phrase I know, but it's the truth. As far as losing your job, I've had that happen as well and what I can say to that is...This just means there is something else in store for you...whether you believe in a higher being or not...(I saw in your siggy you don't) You will make and lose more friends...you will get and lose/leave more jobs...life will go on, just stay strong!!

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost a great friend almost 2 1/2 years ago now and I don't think the pain ever goes away there are times it's still really hard for me to deal with and there are things every day that still remind me of him. I don't think you are wrong at all to still miss him. Great people are impossible to forget. I just always try to remember that he was here for a reason and that I was very blessed to have him in my life however short it was.